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I'll never forget Mihael Keehl, Mello, the love of my life. I think we'd both agree that something wasn't right that day. We were soul mates. He was mine, I was his. We were suppose to have a life together in the end.
I won't forget that fateful day.

He sits in his cell,
And he lays on his bed.
Covers his head and closes his eyes.
He sees a smoking gun,
And the coward he ran.
And in his arms is the bleeding,
Love of his life.

Bang
Bang
Bang

The sound of screeching gunshots reached my ears. Then I felt nothing but pain. My chest, completely rippled with bullet wounds, screamed. I wanted to. I didn't though. My mouth opened and my cigarette fell to the ground, along with scarlet droplets. I hunched over, gasping for breath. I fell to the pavement, letting pain engulf my small stature. Then him. He knelt next to me, shaking like a leaf.

"Oh god, Matt… oh god….hold still." He said to me, as I fell into his arms. He held me to him, tight and firm. Desperate. He wiped away the blood from my mouth. I had to be strong for him, and I refused to cry. I knew he wanted to run and try to save me. But I was a goner. I knew it. I knew he did too. Memories crashed over me and ironically, I started to laugh.

Blood loss really made you feel funny, I guess.
"What the fuck could possibly be funny right now?"
I knew he wanted to snarl. It turned out to be a choked sob. My heart broke. (Or it was slowing down, whichever, I guess.) Then I ended up inhaling blood and coughing more, lungs not getting enough air. I let a faint smirk cross my face.
"I bet you can't kiss this one better, Melz." I tried to lighten the mood. But heartbreak was written on his face.
"Doesn't mean I'm not going to try."


And he cries,
"Kiss it all better,
I'm not ready to go.
It's not your fault love,
You didn't know, you didn't know."
His hands are so cold,
And he kisses his face
And says, "Everything will be alright."

"Everything will be alright, Matt." He whispered to me. I wanted to cry. I wasn't ready to leave him. I was suppose to defend him until the end. My throat constricted a little more, and the thunder in my ears began to recede.
"Stay with me until I fall asleep?"
I knew what memory was playing in his head.

I was deathly afraid of thunder. So as a kid at the orphanage, I'd always climb into bed with Melz. One night, he pulled the blankets around me and held me until I fell asleep.

"Of course I will." This man, the boy I fell in love with, would do anything for me. The only one who cared about this lonely human being. The only one who made me feel whole on the inside. I smiled at him and then…I felt nothing. All the pain was gone. I opened my eyes and I saw my dead body. And Melz.

He noticed the gun,
And his rage grew.
He said, "I'll avenge my lover tonight."

Then he lost it. He started shooting and I wanted him to stop. I didn't want him to go to jail. I wanted him to live. I closed my eyes and let my tears fall.
Could ghosts cry? Well let me tell you, they can cry alright. I cried when they arrested him.

Now he sits behind prison bars,
Twenty-five to life and he's not in his arms.
He couldn't bring him back with a bullet to the heart,
In the back of a man who tore his world apart.
He holds onto a memory,
All it is, is a memory.

He didn't know it, but I sat with him every night. I tried to wipe his tears.
I cried with him. I held him.

He cries,
Stay with me until I fall asleep.
Stay with me.
Stay with me until I fall asleep.
Stay with me.
Stay with me until I fall asleep.
Stay with me.
Stay with me until I fall asleep.
Stay with me.

I think sometimes he can see me. Until he's with me, I refuse to cross over. I'll wait, just like he's always waited for me.
"It's okay, Melz. You didn't know. Everything's alright."

"Kiss it all better,
I'm not ready to go.
It's not your fault love,
You didn't know, You didn't know.
(Kiss it all better)
Stay with me until I fall asleep.
Stay with me.
Stay with me until I fall asleep.
Stay with me.
(Kiss it all better.)
Stay with me until I fall asleep.
Stay with me.
Stay with me until I fall asleep.
Stay with me.

"Stay with me until I fall asleep." He whispered.
"Of course I will." I told him back.
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kattklb101 Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2011
That seriously just made my heart surge.
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vampiregirl125 Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
x] that's the reaction we were hoping for ;P
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hiddenlotaslee Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2011  Student Artist
Oh my God this made me cry!
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vampiregirl125 Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
that was mostly the intention ;) did you like it though? xD
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hiddenlotaslee Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2011  Student Artist
I did like it, in fact I loved it! It just made me really sad! lol
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vampiregirl125 Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
ahahahaa good, I'm glad! :D
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hiddenlotaslee Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2011  Student Artist
<3
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HadesDaughterLina Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Oh my gods, I cried. <3
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SincerelySodomy Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2011
Yeah, I cried. ;A; Well done, my friend. =]
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vampiregirl125 Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
this one isn't mine, but I will pass on the compliment ^-^
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